Welcome to my blog, Genzano it story
and this post, How we behave
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How we behave
We (the people) are a strange lot sometimes,
as you have seen in our last post we have written an introduction, but during
this introduction we were lying to ourselves, because we wanted to keep our
heads high and did not want to admit our problems to the world.
Now, this part of the story that
I am presently writing, almost I did not want to write it here, because I have
already lamented it somewhere else, but I feel forced to write it anyhow, just
because it fits my story that I am writing now, after all this post is called
hello my world, so let me cry my heart out and say what I have to say. And this is how I see the way that we behave.
Speaking for myself, the reality
of life is that I find life for me has lots of ups and downs, and even if I
don’t admit them to you, I feel them within myself. So, when you happen to ask
me, ‘How are you?’ I may happen to be very much down, but, I will still answer
you: I am very well, thank you! So, my dear readers, listeners or friends,
there are no doubts about our behaviour that it is sometimes strange, and so,
we have to admit that:
We behave sometimes as if everything is indeed unreal, when we do say
things that we do not mean or feel. And even when our own heart is hurt and
cries in pains, we do turn to the world and pretending smile again, because we
don’t want the world to see our pains. But all the efforts that we have made
have been in vain. Because our heart still hurts and we still feel that pain.
I am sure that some of you will
agree with me about what I have just written, because you may have been in a
painful situation yourself sometimes, and therefore you know and understand
what I mean. But at the same time one may also ask here: What’s the use to
pretend such a thing? When it is only pretense. Even if, it has been able to
make one feel better for a few moments, and one has been able to overcome the
inner pains and has smiled just for a second. But, is all this pretence
worthwhile to live one’s life in such a way deceiving oneself?
But then it might indeed be
worthwhile, just because we have been able to control ourselves and for a few
moments we have felt well in the middle of all those afflictions that may bug
us.
As you can see, we sometimes
behave in strange ways; my own judgement here is that, perhaps it may be worth
behaving in such a deceitful way, not because we have been able to lie to
ourselves, but because we have been able to control our own pains. And to live
as well as one can; one must be in control of oneself.
Now let me add this, perhaps we
need to behave as above, you see, in business people need to be polite and
being polite sometimes we need to lie. I hope you see what I mean?
Anyhow there are times when
whatever we do may not seem right, so it is up to ourselves to decide what is
better for us, for instance at this very moment I have decided to stop writing
this post, but I will continue to write next post called; a story to tell.
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Genzano it story
How we behave
IS GOING TO BE CONTINUED;
Next time with, a story to tell
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