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Welcome to my page, midway love life story of my unwanted love story -
Love is a bitter sweet experience that most of us will go through during our lives, so here I am writing one of these experiences.
These is how we usually feel when we are in love with someone.
Midway love life story
In our life we are forced to do strange things sometimes and one of
these things has happened to me, because I wanted to become a write for a woman
love, so that I would be appreciated from her and perhaps win her love; this
may sound strange to some of you, but let us discuss the reason why this has
happened to me.
We all very well know that to succeed and do anything well, one must be
well prepared in order to be able to do it well. So, if it happens that the
person that wants to achieve any goals during their lives have been lucky in
their early life, and have had a good education in their youth, then in their
lives they should be able to hold a good job, and they can do things in such a
way that they could be above the average person, therefore any person that has
been lucky and has been trained in their early life would be a lucky person
indeed, because whatsoever that person wants to achieve in their lives will be
easy for such a person to achieve, or at least easier than if he had not been
But there are some people that did not have the chance to learn when
they were young, so, they might feel as if they are in a dreadful position, and
this is just what has happened to me because now I would like to become a
writer, you see I would like to do that for my own personal reasons, but
because I lack that training it is going to be a lot harder for me to achieve
my goal. You see I have a dream of becoming a writer in my old age and write
many things including my own painful love life story that never happened,
because I was not well prepared to reach her heart, so I have started to dream
to become a writer, in the hope of being able to reach her heart later on.
Now because I have not been trained in my case my dream of becoming a
writer seems much bigger than my ability to achieve it, so I have to try my
best hoping that somehow I will be able to reach my goal, this is one of the
reasons why I am writing the story of my life and my unwanted love story. You know,
sometimes all these love emotions become so crowded that one could say that it
is all a psychological game that we are forced to play during our lives,
because of our own personal circumstance.
Psychological pains of unwanted love
Our psychological mind sometimes plays tricks on us and make us believe that we would be able to reach the person that we have fallen in love with; the result of this predisposition is that we will experience psychological pain of unwanted love.
Our midway love life story
Dear readers, although this is my personal love story that has happened
to me, because of my own personal circumstances; I would like to ask you if you
believe that love really exists, here we mean those love emotions that go
through our mind when we fall in love; you see being in love with one of the
opposite sex is supposed to be the most natural thing in the world, because
from this sort of love that we feel with one another one day another human
being is going to be born, so, I suppose that nothing could be more natural
than that, but love emotions have many twists and they show in many ways, so
everyone of us has had experience with that, but let me tell you, sometimes
those love experiences may have the opposite result that we would like to have,
as I have had one of those strange love experience I would like to tell you
what did happen, in my unwanted midway love story here under.
This Midway love story is a
psychological and painful story of my love life, which I am going to write some
of it here, because it is part of my life. I have chosen to write them here in
my life story writings, because this is between the first part of my life story
and my second part that is going to start with my leaving Italy to migrate to
Australia; of course I am also writing it here because people fall in love
during their lives, they do not fall in love when they are very young or very
old, but it is a midway happening and they may bring happiness or pain,
depending on the outcome of your love life.
You see dear readers what we are talking about here are these
psychological love things that happen to us, and they are usually those things
that have accumulated within our system and they will drive us to do unusual
things, or feel that we want to do those things, even if they seem to be
somehow wrong to do at the same time; so, what I am going to do next is this
psychological thing where I want to become a write for love, it may not make
sense to all of us, but that is the way that I feel I am being driven to do. In
order to have a longer explanation you may read this other hub called, God works in mysterious ways, where I am writing some of my love
problems, this will partly explain why I would like to become a writer and
write about, my unwanted love story.
My unwanted love story
Dear reader whoever you may be, I know that I have already said that I
am going to tell you the story of my life here in Hub Pages, but because of my
lack of training as a writer, I seem to go around in circles as if there are
always other things to say, in order to get ready for the real story to begin.
So I hope you understand my position, I want also to tell you that when I first
started to write the story of my life, I felt as if I was going back to school
to learn how to become a better person and a better writer. Well this is how I
feel even now while I am writing this story of my life for the first time.
Anyhow I may have to write another few articles, before I would be able to
start my life story from the beginning of my life when I was a child, because
as I said, at this very moment I am still thinking to write about my unwanted
Now that I have explained that let me introduce myself first of all,
because I believe that I have not done that yet: My real name is Frank Menchise
and I am just a simple bloke, and here I would like to welcome you to read my
life story and the ‘Observation of my life; but as I have already mentioned
above do not expect my writings to be well written because I have not been
trained to be a writer, and I am not even a native of the English language,
therefore I am only a try hard writer that wants to say something about my own
life and love life, because my unwanted love happening has pushed me to write
I need to say that, even knowing that I am not a good writer, I have
come to a resolution, and I wish to write my own life story and the
observations of life in English and then publish them in any ways I can on the
Internet. I want and I need to write my life story just because, I need most of
all to improve my own knowledge of the English language, and by writing my life
observations I will have the opportunity of reaching a higher standard of
knowledge of the English language, which I would not and could not achieve in
any other way at my present advanced age.
So for the present time, I can only hope that my writings will be clear
enough for somebody to read and understand them, and that the readers would
accept my writings just the way that I have been able to write them, because as
I said I am writing this in order to become a better writer, because this love
force within me drives me to do it.
Life observation on love
Life observation on love and wanting to become a writer
During my life I have always liked to observe whatever has been
happening around me, and I believe that there are a lot of other people that
are doing just the same thing that I am doing. So, one could say that observing
is just a way of life that everybody does, because we can’t help it. Since it
is always very important to know what’s happening around oneself in order to
survive. And in doing so we can’t help to make our own life observations about
other things also, and also about life itself, and about how life affects
oneself and the others around the self, everybody has got to observe what’s
going on around themselves, even if one lives just a simple life like I have
done myself in the past.
Therefore because I am just like everybody else, I happen to have made
my own observations during my own life, and most of my observations are just
ordinary observations. But during my life, there has been one of my
observations of life that took me really by surprise, and I was shocked by it
very much, not only at the time when that event happened, but also for a very
long time afterward, and that event being one of the most important of my
observations of life, it is actually going to be the event that I will be
writing about in my observations’ writings and in my Dreamland writings,
because sometimes we like to dream what we cannot have, Anyhow here is a link
for, Menfranco Dreamland Modified, now if you
read this hub and the following hub,
there is a good explanation about my love dreams.
I have also to say that, this life event that I am talking about, has
happened to me during the later part of my life, at a time when I was assuming
that because of my mature age nothing could or would shock me, or even surprise
me at all. But this happening did really take me by surprise, and it also upset
me very much, and therefore I happen to have learned from this rare event a
great deal about human nature, which I am sure that I didn’t know before this
event happened, and this human experience has made me change some of my earlier
views about our inner feelings about life and about love. And because of this
rare event of my life, now I have come to believe that, when one falls in love
everything seems to have a different meaning. So, let me say this only once, I
am talking about when one falls in love at the wrong time of his life, in a
very difficult situation that one cannot even talk about it openly.
As I have just said I cannot talk or even write this event openly, for
personal reasons, therefore what I am going to write here will be written in an
impersonal way. So, there may be times in our life, (At least for me it has
been like that just once in my life.) when we human beings will go crazy about
somebody, or perhaps something, and we will desire to have this somebody or
something so much that we will try to do anything to reach out for it, in order
to make whatever we desire so much our own.
So, at that moment of life when this happens: We will feel that we want
to reach out and do whatever we have to do without sparing any efforts, and we
hope so much to succeed in our attempt, believing that it will make ourselves
feel better in the end, if we succeed to reach our goal. We’ll have to do it
because the desire of getting whatever we want so much is so great that we
can’t escape it, and even if our reasoning may tell us that what we are doing
is not exactly right, we will keep doing it anyhow; Because, we will be driven
from the inborn human nature that’s within us, which will not let us go even
for a moment. Therefore even if we would like to stop doing it, we could not be
able to stop it, because our inborn human nature will override all our objections.
And that’s what sometimes happens in real life, and which has definitely
happened to me. Here I am talking about that God given human nature, which
Mother Nature in conjunction with God has given us at birth, in the hope that
it will be able to guide us the natural way during our lives. But sometimes
this same human-nature that is supposed to guide us the easily in a natural way
may overreact, and make things happen to a very high degree just like what has
happened to me.
Driven by this inner force as I have been driven once during my life,
and this happening in my case did last a very long time; we will try to do our
utmost in order to do something better than we have ever done before, so that
we can reach the goal that we have in mind. And even if we know that it will be
very hard for us to achieve the goal that we have in mind, and there is a risk
that we won’t succeed at all, we will still try to do it anyhow, because our
inner self drive will not let us go.
So, there are times during our own life that one would like to do what
one would like to do or at least dreams about of being able to do something
that may set us up to a higher standard, where one has never been before. And
one hopes that by doing so, the interested person that one loves and wants to
reach, and also the rest of the community would take notice of such
achievements. Therefore one starts to dream about what one can do, in order to
achieve one’s own dream of success, in the hope of impressing the other party
and succeed to reach her heart.
All these love feelings with no love happenings have pushed me to write
for myself only, because I was forced to write in the hope that through writing
I would be able to reach a higher standard for myself, and my achieving this
higher standard I would be able to reach her heart.
Writing for yourself only
Usually any writer writes because he wants people to read his own
writings, so people can tell you one story or two, just like as it was done in
the old times, when people used to tell stories, even just for the sake of
telling you a story: But in my case when I started to write this article it was
different, because I didn’t want just anybody to read my writings, because they
were written for a special person only. And since this special person could not
read them, because they were being written on our home computer, I didn’t want
anybody else to read them at all, and even less from any member of my family.
So instead of inviting a reader to read my writings, I had to try to turn them
away. And I have done that, and I have used several ways to turn them off. Some
of the ways that I have used may seem even crazy, but I was so desperate to
have some privacy of my own at the time, so I just wrote whatever seemed strong
enough to keep any would be reader away.
Here one may ask. Why do you write it at all, if you don’t want anybody
to read it?
Well, here while I am editing this article, I want to point it out to
you, that what has happened to me has happened because, at the time when this
happened I felt that I was not loved from those people that were supposed to
have loved me at the time, therefore I started to think about what I was
missing in life, when this opportunity of meeting this special person happened
and that is how it all started. Anyhow, let me go back to tell you about my
love dream that has made me write a lot about my love feelings, and even though
they were only painful love feelings and nothing else, I had to keep writing
them: so that I could keep dreaming about my love and not despair, and while I
was writing and dreaming I felt that I was trying to prepare myself for the
future, so I was hoping that there would be a future for me with this special
Having done that, I found that I could not forget about my love dream
writings, because they were and are a part of myself, and therefore I could
never willingly destroy them. So I have been thinking of finding a way how to
save them, and this is what I am trying to do just now. I have also to say that
I have been able to write about my love dream, or dreams, because we have a
computer nowadays, and therefore it is a lot easier for me to write on the
computer, and the computer allows me to store my writings in it. And also
because I have been able to write on the computer, whatever and whenever I
could and the computer allows me to correct or change my writings, so I have
been able to write. But if these events had happened in the past when there was
no computer, then I would not have been able to write anything at all.
I need to point out that the computer has made it easy for me to write
what’s on my mind, but it has got a problem with privacy. That’s why I have
written what I have written above only, when I could have said even more.
Anyhow, I believe that this hub is becoming too long to say much more. So, see
you with my next hub, where I am going to write about the last article of part
one of my life story called; Farming today compared to the old way, in this
article we will compare how we lived in the old time, and the great difference
of life style that we have today, in a way this article links the old way of
living with our new way, see you later.